My heart is breaking in a million different ways right now...there is no cure for this kind of pain... Me? I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I feel, of what I've said, of who I am, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you. I cry for the times that you were almost mine. I cry for the memories I've left behind. I cry for the pain, the lost, the old, the new. I cry for the times I thought I had you. Love me...great...Hate me...even better...That means I'm doing something right ;) Single and loving it...who wants a hot wet naked pic? bling me and you'll get whatever you want ;)) You think you've lost everything but baby all you have to do is close your eyes. You are always in my thoughts and you sleep best in my arms. Nothing can tear is apart. Merry Christmas. To the most amazing man in the world..and the rest of fu too :) I love you Big Daddy! There is nothing better than spending Christmas with someone you love more than anything... I threw a penny in a well for wishing
And prayed for all the things I think I'm missing
A little time is all I really need sunflower? dudly wudly bear? maybe please. It's time for a nap...hopefully I wake up and everything is all better... A little SVU and some naked snuggles...sounds like a good night to me...later peeps... I'm a bitch...you'll get used to it...or you'll go the freak away.... I don't know why you are so afraid to lose him when he isn't even yours... About to get to lay in bed and snuggle naked with the best boyfriend ever...and watch a movie...and fall asleep in his arms....MWAH I love you BABY!!! I will always be the same thing..imperfect perfection...organized chaos.... Finally leveled...wooohoooo...thanks for all your help... |